hmmm.. it's 0324 and i can't get into sleep.. trying to find someone to talk to, but can't find any.. so i tot of thrashing out in this friendship blog..

later at night will be e bbq session with you guys.. hmmm.. thanks lot to you guys first for coming later.. also needa thank shu an.. although u can't come due to ya chicken pox, but ya msg is enough le..

hmmm..

it's my birthday, but i felt nothing special at all.. it's still the same as those past years.. hmmm.. i should be excited and happy.. but i jus felt normal..

the reason for me not getting to slp is not be cos of my excitement.. it's.. ... ... hmmm.. it's a strange feel.. a feel that is hard to describe.. ... ...

pondering on 14/02.. viewing through e pic and video.. hmmm.. how i wish everything can last.. but.. ... ...

it's beens around 2 mths plus.. she is living her life.. have a new guy, etc, etc, etc for all i know.. i am happy for her.. or should i say i got no more feeling..

no more feeling as in not no more feeling for her.. no more feeling as in no more feeling for the room of "hurt"..

does she remember that today is my birthday??
is she going to send mi a sms to wish mi a happy birthday??
will i get to see her on my birthday??

i know the chance of getting to see her on my birthday is zero.. but the least that i'm waiting, hoping and wishing for is juz a short msg wish from her.. juz a msg will do.. a msg.. juz a msg.. hmmm.. that's my birthday wish.. juz a simple wish.. will it fulfill??

oh FXXX!!

hey.. where have that cheerful wayne gone to man??

wake up wayne!!
she lives her on life..
she is happy..
she found a guy..
she had forgetten about you..
she had forgetten about your birthday..
she will never appear infront of you to blow the birthday cake with you..
she will not call and wish you happy birthday..
she will not even give u a single msg..

ah.. birthday.. feeling so screwed up..

applied for off on 24th - 26th of may.. hmmm.. a short break from all those work..

Log off: Wayne