i love the feeling when he wouldn't let go of my arm just to let it basked in his to give me warmth..
i love the feeling of having my face feel hot when he does that and feeling his heartbeat with the back of my arm.
i love the feeling when he asked 'are you cold, need my sweater?'
i love the feeling when he touched my arms just to see if it's cold.
i love the feeling when he say 'your hand feel nice'..
i love the feeling of being with and without him just because he's the only one whom i feel i can really learn alot.
i love the feeling when he's is the only one able to make me feel that way..
i love the feeling of him knowing what to do under any
circumstances..
but i'm not in love with him.
i'd like to find out if i could be if there's another to make me feel the same way or even to fall in love in the first place...


i dislike the feeling when it's the right place and wrong time..
i dislike the feeling when i can't be the independent woman that he needs..


it's all nothing but lust


rene